Ninja "J" is moving in with two girls... I have a feeling I wont hbe hearing or seeing much of him anymore and it kind of makes me sick to my stomach. He was the first guy I fell really hard for, the first guy where... just SEEING him makes me smile. I don't know what I'm going to do.
I've been charged with doing the web site for a local small business. I've discovered how difficult it is to work with clients, and how rusty my web design skills are. I think I'm really stressed because I want it to be perfect because I'm going to be putting my name on it and it's going to be representing a business. Everyone's going to see it. What am I going to do if it's anything less than perfect?
I need a job. The one mentioned above isn't paying anything because I need the experience, although I am certified. I need one that'll fit my college schedule in the fall: Mon, Wed, Fri. Plus I work another job Friday nights and Saturday nights. Damn. I need money. I need to get out of this house.
SuperGirl got a call-back job interview... but she's not starting college until next Spring. I was think of doing that, but I've been accepted into the local community college's honors program-- good for 500$ off tuition. Hells yes. Of course, I need to maintain a B average to keep the scholarship.
Goddamnit. Someone make me smile. I need to.
PS: Have you ever felt so lonely you wanted to scream?
9:49 p.m. - June 05, 2007
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